Once he arrived home!!

He got through the door and smiled at me 

you OK love?, i didn’t expect you to be up still.

 

i tried to call you

 

yer sorry i saw, lets go to bed ah, you look sleepy.

 

did something happy tonight with you and ***? 

 

like what?

 

like anything?

 

i don’t know what you mean.

 

i mean what i say did anything happen?

 

i’m too tiered for this and your being odd, lets go to sleep.

 

so i did, i laid in bed and didn’t go to sleep but instead stared at the ceiling to scared to ask the question. i was full of fear – white hot fear – it wrapped around my heart and burnt me. it hurt, a lot, the fear of a million things running around my head at once. FEAR come out of every cell of me.

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