Feeling empty!

Today I went for a run after work.

I hope this would fill the void in me.

I did for a few minutes.

Then it didn’t.

I’m struggling.

I’m trying to hang on till little bro gets here Sunday.

I see my mood sliding the closer it gets to my non-anniversary.

The closer it gets the lower I feel.

Also just realised the house share contract is up on my ex birthday.

Ill be moving while they celebrate together.

I feel like I’m sinking.

I’m drowning in this.


2 thoughts on “Feeling empty!

  1. they may celebrate now but they won’t be celebrating long – a man that does this will do it again and I’m sure in the not too distant future she will be his victim too. The thing they don’t realize is that relationships require dedication and commitment and eventually every relationship loses its rose colored glasses – people that have affairs just keep chasing after a mirage, their “soul mate” – the truth is they just don’t have the integrity required to be in a real relationship. Infidelity sucks and I’m sorry you are going through this.

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