Today I went for a run after work.
I hope this would fill the void in me.
I did for a few minutes.
Then it didn’t.
I’m trying to hang on till little bro gets here Sunday.
I see my mood sliding the closer it gets to my non-anniversary.
The closer it gets the lower I feel.
Also just realised the house share contract is up on my ex birthday.
Ill be moving while they celebrate together.
I feel like I’m sinking.
I’m drowning in this.