Had a good day yesterday!
Today though I can’t seem to break out of this mood.
Keep going to dark places! Can’t stop thinking of them together!
Why is the human mind so cruel?
I hate this ‘new’ life I have.
It’s so small, I feel so small.
I feel alone.
I don’t see meaning, I don’t see a future!
I don’t see how I’m going to make it through this.
House share wants to meet for a coffee. He tried to make me dinner for 2 nights in a row.
I’m so wary of him now. I don’t like myself when I feel like that. He’s a good person but I feel that he’s ruined it.
Him asking me ‘to take things further’ was way out of line. I’m looking for meaning in everything he says it does.
I don’t enjoy spending time with him.
There’s a elephant In the room.
I hate this life I live now.
I’m feeling shit.