I feel small!!

My skin feels too small, I wanna burst out.

I feel barely contained.

I feel like I can’t scream loud enough.

I feel like I’m being held to this planet by a thread.

I feel like I’m cracked and my soul is leaking out.

HOW COULD HE DO THIS TO ME!!

HOW COULD HE TAKE MY FUTURE!!

I WAS HONEST.

I WAS FAITHFUL.

I have nothing.

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3 thoughts on “I feel small!!

  1. You have everything. You have the knowledge that you did everything you could and gave it your best shot and that’s saying something. You made it through some pretty awful stuff, and you’re still standing. It might not be as tall as you’d like, but you’re absolutely standing. His actions don’t define you, yours do. Don’t let him break you. You are a cut above someone like that. You’re not the problem, he is. Normal people don’t go around destroying other people.

    • Thank you, also thank you for your blog. It gives me hope that everything will be ok one day. I’m trying day by day. I’m struggling I can’t seem to make peace with the future I have lost. I can’t make peace with the fact I have lost someone I love. I’m trying to reconcile the fact that he was pretty shitty and I haven’t lost Prince Charming.

      • You will be ok, just give yourself time. It’s ok to be sad. It’s ok to struggle. You have to let yourself feel these things in order to move past them. I think your blogging is a great way of letting it out. You’ll be able to look back one day and remember how much you made it through!

        It makes me happy knowing my blog gives you hope, thank you for such a beautiful compliment.

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