Woke up at 4am.
I’d had a terrible dream.
I broke my uninitiated contacted rule.
I emailed dipstick!
Shit shit shit
I wish I could take it back.
I wasn’t a take me back email at least, I’ve never gone there.
It was a how could you did this email.
Oddly since I have done this I feel like a pressure had been released!
I just feel embarrassed now.
Crap – I hope he doesn’t show it to her!