Can’t focus!

My mind feels like a slide show on speed is taking place.

Memories flit through my mind a 100 miles an hour.

Can’t seem to think about anything but seem to be thinking about nothing but him.

My mind is like a cruel road map – all paths lead to him.

I know the process of going back to the same places are painful but I’m hoping to make new memories, my plan is that if I then go there again I can revert to my new memories.

I’m going to do some research on PTSD in the next few days.

I’m hoping that if I can understand it I can overcome it.

Feel like I’ve made no progress since i found out about them.

Not emotionally anyway.

Maybe I’m asking for to much?

I’m exhausted!


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