Just as I’m starting to find my feet I’ve checked my inbox and found an email from dipstick.
I assume its a reply to the email I sent him some weeks ago.
I kinda hoped it fell into his spam and he didn’t see it.
Damn my moment of weakness.
I haven’t read it, I can’t!!
But now it’s sitting in my inbox like some tiny grenade waiting to blow up and cut me to pieces.
I can’t delete it either.
Up to this point I had a good day.
Hadn’t really thought of him much!
Shit shit shit shit!