Feeling empty!

Today I went for a run after work.

I hope this would fill the void in me.

I did for a few minutes.

Then it didn’t.

I’m struggling.

I’m trying to hang on till little bro gets here Sunday.

I see my mood sliding the closer it gets to my non-anniversary.

The closer it gets the lower I feel.

Also just realised the house share contract is up on my ex birthday.

Ill be moving while they celebrate together.

I feel like I’m sinking.

I’m drowning in this.